I seriously feel like banging something right now~ Like FUCK!~

Work so many years dy, I cant even buy myself a handphone. Just one stupid handphone, I can't afford. Some ppl bought iPhone, Tab, Note, me? What also can't buy!

Feel totally angry right now, of myself.

I this month got money de. Where go? Accident!

FUCK

FUCK THIS STUPID UNFAIRNESS!

5000! Reduce to nothing!!! I could have bought myself a decent handphone or a laptop. I going oversea so often, I need it. I only buy things I need, but somehow I can't even buy any!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!! ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Some ppl can go trip trip trip all the time, see their facebook today Hongkong tomorrow Taiwan thn go China, Korea, Japan. I CAN'T EVEN GO TO ONE SMALL FUCKING REDANG NOW~

And I put my effort on my gym, and no one realise it! Ppl keep saying im fat fat fat fat my ass!

And what abt my concept draw? No one give a damn! I want to draw, I really want. But where is the time? Do u all know concept arts takes hell lot of time to draw? U think drawing is easy job a?

YOU ALL FUCKING THINK I CAN MAKE MAGIC A?

FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I beh tahan dy, wan cry cannot cry, what to do!?

Want shout cannot shout. Shout to who?

Who also cannot tell. Then got dramas everywhere somemore. One day i go crazy i will pack alone and leave. like FUCK!

累

其實自己要的東西，很簡單，就是快樂。

我擁有很多人所沒擁有的。幾乎，我擁有了所有人夢寐以求的東西，可是，我一點也不快樂。

我現在，一點兒也不快樂。

感覺上，很像在窒息。一直好像被淹浸水里的人，拼命游上水面呼吸，卻被東西扯住雙腳，吸了一口，就被拉得越深。

已經不知道能跟誰訴心事了。完全沒有人。連自己都不能相信自己所想的，何況是別人？

情人？他是其中一個讓我窒息的原因，所以不是訴苦對象之一。

好友們，我都大概知道他們會說什麼。

好想一個人，好好地消失去某個地方，放慢腳步，做自己想做的。

時間都不夠用了。有的時間，留給公司，朋友，情人，連家人都沒分到一點，何況自己～

覺得超累的。

我真的一點也不快樂。我以為我快樂。原來一直以來，是自己在催眠自己。

我不會活久，活到七八十歲已經是不可能的事情。我不想浪費時間，但是身不由己，身邊太多事情牽著我。

有時想想，孤單一個人，其實不壞。我也不是沒試過。

我，自己覺得，是個還蠻鐵石心腸的人啦～

寫這文章前，去廁所哭了一會兒。不知道是自己太弱，還是壓抑太久了。

這篇文章，會有人看到嗎？

看到的話，證明，你還記得這個部落格，你還關心我，謝謝。

你要加油！

不准認輸！！！必須堅強！再加油！人生本來就有很多事情阻礙你達成你的夢想～剷除一切障礙！

無題

覺得自己很失敗～沒關係～再加油！

Idiocy in Facebook

These are the current trends in facebook:

1. There are just too many fucking Fashion Sales going on tagging every single human being they can get, thus all I see on my wall is people being tagged by which fashion house (and most of them does not even scream close to fashionable!) and stuffs.

Honey, I know it is hell lot cheaper, but how trustable it can be? I can go to China, take back some cancer-causing GORGEOUS dresses, and sell them to you for RM20 per dress. And you will be happily clicking the dress one by one and you will be buying 20 cancer-causing dresses from me and I will happily say "Post-free" to you. Besides, I really don't understand how people can buy things WITHOUT checking your product, literally. Well, we can put aside those with RM 10, 20 pricing, but what about those >RM80, 100? You spend that lot to buy something you only see on the monitor screen? Jesus, thick-brains...

2. There are way too many fucking stupid posts about "If this guy treats you like this, you should marry him" or "How to get your ex-bf/gf to love you back" or "Why girls can tahan guys" or "Why guys need girls" or "Love is better than Sex" or........ Conclusion, "Love Advice".

Yea, you wasted your time reading them, wait, do you apply them all? If you do, congratulations! You have the man/woman of your life, happily together, sorting out problems and fights using the knowledges you got from those posts, understand each other, cherish each other, and you probably have a very fucking good life/lover aledi. Because, if you don't, YOU ARE A FUCKING MISERABLE HUMAN BEING!!!

Get a FUCKING LIFE! If you have a bf/gf, quit reading those rubbish written by pea-brains who probably watched too much Taiwan/Korean dramas of portraying unrealistic life which the percentage of happening is merely near to zero! AND START KNOWING THE PERSON BESIDE YOU! If any of those posts help, there will be no more miserable human! DUH, use your fucking brains!

3. And what's with the "please help me like this page, and like this pic" thing? How am I suppose to like sumthing I'm not even remotely aroused to??? And when I see someone who doesn't talk to me for ages (or strangers whom I just simply added) talks to me, I thought hey he/she wants to be my fren, and next two lines from them are "help me like this and this" =.=... Fuck, get a life! Create accounts and go like yourself dumbasss!!

Then, I'm told to like this page (for example a female fashion page), and like this picture of a girl/guy with a very I-WAN-TO-PUNCH-YOUR-FUCK-FACE face. This is gonna win a competition? An Ipad? A grand prize? Wait, come to think of it, people aledi trade his liver for iPad, why not these all?

This whole "like my page" thing is stupid, is a symbolization of how generations nowadays have degraded! Take a real competition for instead. Those people win because they have more people to "like" them. You can sing like a toad, but if you have a very very very very perfect figure, you might win. Your friends will demand people they know to like you, and the people will demand other people to like you. Ok, so what's the point of the competition? Why not we have a "WHO LIKE YOU THE MOST" competition?

Fucking lifeless people! Ok, fine, you won. You got the prize. Then? Nothing.

4. There are also alot of those fucking arseholes "How to become rich" and "Sexy baby" tags.

Well, if you aledi had become rich by following the "How to become rich" method, or you are promoting a speech or sumthg, please, send me RM 100,000 and I will believe you! And I will go to your whatsoever speech and schemes and stuffs! It should be renamed "How to make YOU rich by teaching us how to become rich".

And those "Sexy baby" tags. Ello, there are thousands of porn sites around, please post your pic there, or do you need my help?

WHORES!

5. And sometimes what amaze me is, there are people who have billions of friends in their profile friend list, and they are not afraid to share everything in their wall. One day when I turn bad, I'm gonna target these peabrains~ XD

Please go die you fucking asshole~

S**n L*h, please go die, your death will be sooo fucking appreciated by me~

FUCKING GO DIE~! Fuck you, fuck your whole clan, fuck you from the tip of your hair to your toe, fuck please get killed soon, fuck please get murdered now, fuck please go to heaven now... If you dun wan to die, FUCKING GO AWAY AND STAY OUT FROM MY LIFE~

Frustration, so don't read

I'm in a super fucked up mood now. I dunno the exact word for it, but I just feel so frustrated and angry and sad and so fucking fucking annoyed.

My mood is so bad I can't even get myself to sleep. It is burning outside. LITERALLY burning. Sun fucking high and fucking hot up the sky. And the pigs all fucking come out from their fucking house to do I-dunno-what-the-fuck-they-are-doing. It is hot, and the female pigs literally wear tudungs, why aren't they die because of heat?

Ok, I got too emotional, I attacked a certain race, which should not happen, I'm sorry, I apologize. It is just too fucking annoying now, that I don't even know what the fuck I am doing.

Fuck, why the fuck it is so hard for me to take a good picture? I can have all the creativity creating a nice image, nice illustration, but I simply couldn't take a nice composed picture. Not at least in other people's vision. If I take my own pictures, I can take them good.

Let's just say I'm not a camera person. I do not like walking around searching for a nice scenery to click the shutter button. If it is a trip, everyone walking around, having fun, and take pictures at the same time, it is ok. I JUST DON'T LIKE WALKING BLINDLY FOR A PICTURE I DON'T EVEN KNOW EXISTS.

Especially under hot sun. And you have to arrange those fucking fucked up bags to look nice. Which take time, and energy, and concentration. Fuck.

FUCK.

I wanna fuck more, and those fucks will be in my private blog. FUCK. Fuck everyone! FUCK. Period.

Fuck You

I'm in a super fucked up mood today... If cough/flu disease is soooo fucking easily spread, then my whole family and my whole bunch of friends would have all blasted by the disease dy~

Blame ur USELESS body, dun blame me!

Unbalanced Again~

有时候听这些人说话，真的会死～

Places for Photography

I found this list of places for photography in someone's blog, I find it SUPER useful.

Putrajaya - landscape, night, portraits
Bukit gasing - landscape, Bug hunting
Pusat Sains Negara at Bukit Kiara -Architecture shots
Guthrie Pavillion at Bukit Jelutong, Shah Alam - Architecture shots
KLCC - Architecture shots
KLIA - landscape, nigh shots
French village, colmar tropicale, Bukit tinggi there - portraits, landscape
KL ktm station - portrait, old skool shots
Pudu jail area - portrait, street
Central market - street photography,photojournalism
Melaka 1 hour drive away - too many

Batu caves - people, abstract, photojournalism

Lake gardens - Many

KL lookout point - Landscape

Broga Hill - HDR landscape

Desa Park City, Kepong - people, portraits

The curve - many

Bukit Jalil Stadium - architecture shots

KL back alley - Portraits

This is the link : http://tetleonphotography.blogspot.com/search/label/Places%20to%20Take%20Pictures